Friday, September 3

Half Empty, Half Full

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Don't worry about whether the glass is full or half empty, worry about what you are putting into it.



The whole 11-hour hostage drama is yet another one of those things that made us Filipinos an infamous bunch. I can’t count how many times I’ve heard people say “Ang bobo talaga ng Pinoy” and “Walang ganyan sa ibang bansa” every time that incident turns up in the news. It made me even more depressed than ever hearing our fellow countrymen insult their motherland and its citizens as if they weren’t Filipinos too. I’ve even heard others say they are ashamed to be called a Pinoy. Well, everytime something this EMBARASSING occur, some of us are like chameleons when changing nationalities to hide. There’s no surprise in that . The sad part of situations like this is the fact that the mistake of one person is blamed on all of us. I know it’s unfair but there’s nothing we could do about that. With the media, the PNP and others are pointing fingers of who’s to blame; the lot of it covers all of us like an avalanche of shame. The problem is, we tend to stay under it. Despite that absolutely horrid week, I don’t think we should all dwell on the negativity of the situation. I disagree to those who dare say that the Philippines have no face to show to the world. I still believe that our country still has its image, we’re just not sure how to maintain it.
That whole week spells both victory and defeat for all of us. And what’s worst, the victory was hardly even noticed. Although, criticized by many for answering “major, major”, Venus Raj still was a ray of sunshine after what happened at Quirino Grandstand and I believe it’s wrong not to appreciate her effort for winning 4th place at the Ms. Universe Pageant 2010. I mean, just think of all the previous representatives of our country who didn’t even made it to the top fifteen, Ms. Raj did what the others had failed to do for a very long time. Sure, she did not bring home the crown, but she brought us something better. She brought us a realization, something many of us pretend not to see. It is not that the crown that matters, it is the courage of representing your country through all that crises and doubts. And with that, I am proud of what she had achieved and we all should be.
Sure, we are in quite a pickle, sure folks around the world have found yet another reason to degrade our race but I don’t think that was the worst part of it all. The worst part of this dilemma is the way we Filipinos treat the dilemma. Einstein once said that, “We can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them.” Our continues criticisms about the things that have already happened only make us dig our own graves deeper. Why can’t we just focus on making it better? Why can’t we just let go of our pessimism towards ourselves?  Right actions for the future are the best apologies for wrong ones in the past.  We still have a face to show. And I believe it’s still a beautiful one. We can’t just let one incident change the way we feel about ourselves, about us being in a third world country, about us being a Filipino. With the whole world looking down on us we should make an effort to emerge from that state and change for the betterment of our country. Let’s try to be FAMOUS for something good this time. We should all KEEP MOVING FORWARD.

Friday, February 5

Life is a BEACH

I took this photos at Lobo, Batangas Philippines which was the most awesome Vacation i've ever been in for years. these are few of my favorite shots, which im very proud of. ^^ if you want to see more of my stuff, visit my online art gallery www.ithinkmynameisree.deviantart.com.

Tuesday, February 2

where the Wild things Are...

 
this film is amazing. It made me miss my childhood days where i used to run a lot , scream on top of my lungs and JUST NOT CARE about anything. When i was a kid, I've always imagine myself on some adventure where i would discover a lot of things. I used to play alone too; making my own stage play portraying all the characters i like. But now, i guess when you grow up things REALLY does change. You can't run around like an idiot anymore, you can't say nonsense stuff to people, you can't play pranks on them, you can't have that much FUN anymore. which kills me. I was never in a hurry to grow up, now that im in college, i am forced to act like an adult.which sucks. I maybe 17 on the outside but i am still that 7 year old kid on the inside. Im still YOUNG. and it took me a long time to GET YOUNG. Now that i still have it, I'll make sure not  to waste it. 
WHERE THE WILD THINGS ARE....is where I AM. and will always be. 
I AM A KID. and IM PROUD OF IT.

Monday, February 1

My Back Pages


i took this photo at Lobo, Batangas. my first work i posted here.
this one is inspired by a song entitled MY BACK PAGES by Bob Dylan.

Saturday, January 30

points of CRAP


1. I am actually paying attention writing this crap instead of doing MY FINALS requirement. Why is that? Is it because i don't want to do something unless i am pressured to do so? No. Because I don't feel any pressure , but i sure feel a lot of head aches. Is it because I am a procrastinator? No. Because if i was, i would not be writing this note at all. So why? BECAUSE IM A LAZY BASTARD. Simple.

2. Okay, this is the part where you would rather play Pet Society or Mafia Wars because I bore you with my whining. I must apologize, but this note is intended to be the trash can of all the things I AM GOING TO RAMBLE ON on the next few paragraphs. If you want to leave be my guess. But mind you, I MIGHT HAVE something important to say to you and if you miss it, you might regret it.

3. Oh, you're still here. Good. You're listening. I need an audience. Because nobody seems to listen to me anymore. Nobody wants to lend even an earwax of an attention. I feel neglected.I feel ignored. I feel booed off stage. I feel insulted. OMG i just said I FEEL. hah, funny. People say Im insensitive. People say I'm cold. I say they just don't get me.

4. Hey ask me how i feel today. Go on, ASK. *asks* I feel like shit. I haven't slept for weeks. I've been having nightmares like forever. My back hurts and i feel like throwing up. But I can't throw up because Im too lazy to get up and head to the bathroom. So i'm gonna stay like this and hope that distracting myself would lessen the pain.

5. Holden Caulfield was right. I should not tell anybody about anything because if i do, i start missing everybody. and that's not good. and it's happening now. I'm missing SLEEP. I forgot how to do it honestly.

6.I think it's perfectly normal to hate yourself sometimes.You grow from your own mistakes. You learn from slapping your face soo hard just to say to yourself "Just what the FUCK are you doing?". telling yourself repeatedly how stupid you were and why you are pathetic excuse for a human being. It wakes up the senses. try it. trust me it works. Well, at least for me. I bang my own head against the wall. Literally.

7. I'm EXHAUSTED. not just physically tired. EVERY ASPECT TIRED. ( emotionally, menta--must i put everything?) I don't think rest is the answer. I JUST NEED A BREAK. I need people to get off my face for a while. They're suffocating with their selfishness. But then again, this note is pretty much self centered eh? here i am whining about everything and there ain't nothing you can do about it except stop reading.

8. Hey did you hear that? probably no. I did though. I'm Schizophrenic. At least I assume I am. Im hearing voices man. But i don't think i need a shrink. I mean what for? You go there, you lay on the couch , they talk to you for 30 minutes, call you crazy , takes money from you and then you go home. You could hear the voices telling you "You're a different kind of stupid are you?" Treating yourself out of insanity only makes you worst. i'm not a doctor. Im not a psychologist. definitely not shrink. So i probably know what im talking about.^^

9. Life is being unfair. You are being unfair. I'm being unfair. Everyone is being unfair. So I think , It's FAIR to everyone that we are all UNFAIR to each other. Therefore, it' fair to say that nobody is being unfair. sounds fair enough? No? We can start over.

10. I don't even know the reason behind this whole "Go whine about everything on your FB note" act of mine. Then, again I did not whine about everything. That's not even the half of it. Not even sure if you're still listening. Because truth is, we are all just fooling ourselves. Pretending we understand when we actually don't. Pretending we care when actually we don't even give a hoot what happens. We think we need things that we want. We TRY TO BE nice WE are not being NICE. We die trying to convince ourselves that we are still on track. It's like trying to sell to yourself a rotten apple and buy it. WE only TRY to make our lives BETTER. WE DO NOT MAKE IT the best. I have a problem, who doesn't? raise your eyeballs! I don't want to TRY and SOLVE it. I AM GOING TO SOLVE IT.
I believe in the theory of Determinism, that everything happens for a reason. This event in my life right now where i feel like everyone is against me, trying to bring me down is probably just a phase. A test. A test that im not going to TRY and pass. but I AM GOING TO PASS IT. Optimism. it's a beautiful thing.
Oh no, this blog did not turn out to be as EMO as you thought it would be eh? ha, tricked ya. So what made me do this? I don't feel like saying. Maybe Im too stoned to tell. LOL.


Oh yeah,


HI.

there i said something.

Stuff about me

  • Current Residence: awesome pilipinas
  • Interests: writing, filming, drawing, body art , books, animes, comics , art , music and witch craft
  • Favourite movie: Johnny Depp and Tim burton's collaborated films , STUDIO GHIBLI nad HAYAO miyazaki's
  • Favourite band or musician: Bob Dylan my chemical romance, paramore, all time low kimya dawson the beatles, neil young
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, alternative and classical
  • Favourite artist: GOD the creator of this AWESOME EPIC universe
  • Favourite poet or writer: Eoin Colfer, Mitch Albom , Paulo Coehlo, Bob ong
  • Favourite photographer: ME and the thunder
  • Favourite style of art: abstract, manga, body art
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Shell of choice: the nautilus shell
  • Wallpaper of choice: a paper on the wall
  • Favourite game: Left4dead
  • Favourite cartoon character: spongebob and kappa mikey
  • Personal Quote: Life is being unfair. You are being unfair. I'm being unfair. Everyone is being unfair. So I think , It's FAIR to everyone that we are all UNFAIR to each other. Therefore, it' fair to say that nobody is being unfair. sounds fair enough? No? We can start over. .
  • Tools of the Trade: my awesome PENS

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